grrr...
i hate being sick! - sore eyes, tummy ache, fever, cough, flew... lahat na! I have to like wear shades everywhere! imagine a guy walking along ortigas wearing shades 1030 in the evening... i got the most stares this past 2 days! i had to 'explain' myself to everyone asking why i was wearing shades... fortunately a glimpse at my bloodshot eyes were enough! some even asked if i was sporting a new defiant fashion statement.. grr.
tapos,their's this weird girl sa fx who got a peak at my eyes and 'politely' asked if she could have some of the bacteria... apparently, she was looking for an excuse not to go work... i stopped myself from laughing out loud and i just sat there staring at her!
i wasn't able to attend our retreat and the kid's church acting workshop... arg!!!! bukas im planning to play pa naman versus NU... but noooooo... can't play with shades now can I... argg!!!
top it all of... my old friends are angry with me! sad really... nevertheless, i know its all for the best and im not settling on anything less.
the week has been bumpy really... can't seem to focus on much things... YOF message really hit me. my passion has been waning these past few days... i keep on taking things half heartedly, jumping from one thing to the next... i don't know if its all because im sick...
vision fuels passion. If u don't know where ur heading, everything is ok to do.. everything is all gray... everything is oh so hopeless.
and right now, im seeking that vision...
tapos,their's this weird girl sa fx who got a peak at my eyes and 'politely' asked if she could have some of the bacteria... apparently, she was looking for an excuse not to go work... i stopped myself from laughing out loud and i just sat there staring at her!
i wasn't able to attend our retreat and the kid's church acting workshop... arg!!!! bukas im planning to play pa naman versus NU... but noooooo... can't play with shades now can I... argg!!!
top it all of... my old friends are angry with me! sad really... nevertheless, i know its all for the best and im not settling on anything less.
the week has been bumpy really... can't seem to focus on much things... YOF message really hit me. my passion has been waning these past few days... i keep on taking things half heartedly, jumping from one thing to the next... i don't know if its all because im sick...
vision fuels passion. If u don't know where ur heading, everything is ok to do.. everything is all gray... everything is oh so hopeless.
and right now, im seeking that vision...