Feb 11, 2006 01:54
Basically, I'm so overcome with guilt for things I've done to three people that I never want to go back to scona, I don't want to see or hear or smell anything. that reminds me of those three people.
One wants to die because of me.
One is upset because of me.
And the last one.
Well.
Let's just say...
just a few steps above.
Above not being together at all.
because of today.
because of what happened.
because of us.
because of me.
((And yes I am a fucking attention whore! Deal with it >.< this is my journal and i can write what i want.. and right now this is how I feel.))