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ok i havent been on this for a while. i feel like a new person on this thing. my latest issue is that i am having the hardest time sharing my love for music with someone who will proubly never understand anyway. he will never feel what i feel, therefore never really understand me. well anwser to my own question is: it proubly wont last. but we are enjoying our time together and having fun. in that am i leading him on by never giving my whole self to him? besides that i am going CRAZY waiting for my test results for my boards. i feel like a fuckin trainwreck.