Aug 03, 2008 13:06
It's Karen and my Dad's 6 year wedding anniversary which means that it is my 6 year un-iversary. See, keely and i got married in Vegas the night of my dad and Karen's wedding. We were their witnesses and they were ours. of course more people were there for that wedding because they had planned on it. Me , I was going by the seat of my pants.
I can't believe how fast time flies. I can't believe that my son is six and I've been seperated from Keely for 5 years. I really can't believe I moved to Arkansas and just now came back.
It's been such a weird journey and seeing my dad and karen so happy about their anniversary just forces the perspective on me. Now, I'm not said or angsty. It was definitely for the best that keely and I split. I just mean about reviewing things to now. Wow, it's happened so fast. i mean it's been a fucking blur.
Parenting, dating, school, it really pushes me to pursue life to its fullest if only because I know how little time we have and how much it really means. So much can be encapsulated in a small time, but at the same time so much can just fly by in a blur.... I want to live it and remember it all. espically today. I am very happy for karen. I am happy for my dad and it makes me think about the possiblity of me getting married again because i see it working. I don't see it being easy, but it gives me faith in it and all. I figure if their marriage can work, why couldn't it work for me again?
Right?
So take a minute to step back outside of yourself and examine your life to now, pick 1 thing you want from life you haven't gotten and make a goal to go for it before the year is up.
love,
goals,
anniversaries,
life,
weirdness,
etc,
marriage