Dec 27, 2005 12:45
Last night was the most confusing thing ever.
First, I got to nicks house and we started jamming with his new amp. well... actually hisbass is brokenso we were just tryin to fix it most of the time. Then 7 oclock rolled around and it was time for me to go to the show. I knew Jessica was expecting me to show up, so naturally i was gonna go strait there. Then Nick started to tell me I was obsessed and that he knew shit that made him think i should give up on her. I trust him more than anybody else so I figured I'd finnally take his advice. After all, I didnt like the music that was there, and i Knew there would ony be about two or three other ppl there that I'd be able to hang out with besides Jessica, so I figured I'd give it a try and see how serious she was about wanting me to go. Or something. I really wasnt in much control over the situation cause by the time all this shit was goin through my head, Nick had called Adam and he wanted to hang out. I was cool with that because I hadent hung out with Adam in god knows how long. But I still wanted to go see Jessica. But I just kept my mouth shut about it. I cant please everybody.
Anyways... we got to adams and sat around and talked and tried to plan a way to go drink my half gallon of 5-O. But I still wanted to go up to the Local. then I had my chance. It was like 11 and Nick brought up how adam wanted to beat Ed's ass. I was like well maybe hes at the local. So finnally i got to go up there and when we got there the show was over and Jessica was not very happy. In fact shejust blew me off and left right after we got there. I could understand.
But this is where the crazyness starts. We went and got real drunk in some parking lot, and later back at adam i went online and realized just how angry Jessica was when i talked to her. I mean, read her fuckin LJ dude. She was in complete hatred of me, lol. Then I asked Nick why he thought it was bad for me to be goin after her and he explained it. I guess it made sense. Her "mind games" and shit. So he was like, dude let me talk to her about it. So i was just like, It couldnt get any worse so I let him. And after He startedgoin off on her and callin her a Bitch and stuff i was all like, Yeah, It's over for sure. So I went to bed. When I woke up Nick told me I was officially bf/gf with her.
What the fuck happened.
I'm so damn confused right now.
I just hope hes right and everything turns out ok.