A day in the life of an ignorant white child...
Seems like I never use this journal crap to talk about anything important, just to try to yoink vinyl from people. So I'll give it a go.
Let's start with work. I have never in my life wanted to go back to school as much as I do now. My job sucks as does the pay. I know almost as much as a second year computer tech but since I do not have a degree stating so I get my lousy $12 and hour instead on $22 an hour. My friend just finished 4 years of computer sciences and got a contract job with the city of Wayne County for around $100,000 a year, and he is only 26. That's 4 fucking times what I make. I do give him credit though, he is my computer guru, and has taught me almost everything I know about the subject.
Second, My social life is just about in the toilet. I remember being single and spending every night with my friends doing something fun, now that I'm about to be married it seems like every night is the same. Come home, eat dinner, do the dishes, do laundry, pick up some shit and if time play on the pewter or spin some records. Now don't get me wrong, I do love my girl more than anything, it just seems like I have been meeting people lately that seem more like my style. Been meeting people into computers and trance music, dj's, and people who seen to want to be the same place as me. I'm just soooo confused on the whole situation. I really do love Melissa, and I know this is just me having cold feet. Some input?
Last, back to the music aspect of my life. I'm so happy with my mixing lately. Been coming up with my own style lately and things have been sounding good. Been getting in contact with a ton of good DJ's lately. One from New York, Slojave who just started spinning trace, and my ex-girlfriend KMFDMChik who spins mostly industrial/gothic/synth pop. They both inspire me to play even better every day. I also met a guy who lives near me that I won some vinyl off of on ebay, he spins at a big local club, hopefully I can get him to have me open one night when I feel I am ready. I wish I could express how relaxed and spiritual I feel when I'm spinning. I will make a mix CD soon and send one to anyone who wants one.
Well back to my low paying shite job. Peace everyone
Let's start with work. I have never in my life wanted to go back to school as much as I do now. My job sucks as does the pay. I know almost as much as a second year computer tech but since I do not have a degree stating so I get my lousy $12 and hour instead on $22 an hour. My friend just finished 4 years of computer sciences and got a contract job with the city of Wayne County for around $100,000 a year, and he is only 26. That's 4 fucking times what I make. I do give him credit though, he is my computer guru, and has taught me almost everything I know about the subject.
Second, My social life is just about in the toilet. I remember being single and spending every night with my friends doing something fun, now that I'm about to be married it seems like every night is the same. Come home, eat dinner, do the dishes, do laundry, pick up some shit and if time play on the pewter or spin some records. Now don't get me wrong, I do love my girl more than anything, it just seems like I have been meeting people lately that seem more like my style. Been meeting people into computers and trance music, dj's, and people who seen to want to be the same place as me. I'm just soooo confused on the whole situation. I really do love Melissa, and I know this is just me having cold feet. Some input?
Last, back to the music aspect of my life. I'm so happy with my mixing lately. Been coming up with my own style lately and things have been sounding good. Been getting in contact with a ton of good DJ's lately. One from New York, Slojave who just started spinning trace, and my ex-girlfriend KMFDMChik who spins mostly industrial/gothic/synth pop. They both inspire me to play even better every day. I also met a guy who lives near me that I won some vinyl off of on ebay, he spins at a big local club, hopefully I can get him to have me open one night when I feel I am ready. I wish I could express how relaxed and spiritual I feel when I'm spinning. I will make a mix CD soon and send one to anyone who wants one.
Well back to my low paying shite job. Peace everyone