ALONE
Hello Everyone! looks like a brand new year is becoming ever more difficult.... im movin out soon which means saving money, getting along with my sister, getting my life together, and becoming a adult faster than i want to, it seems like a freedom issue but its alot of money to have your own place and stuff its gonna be a diffucult jan,feb i can feel it creeping behind me, but yeah its gonna be ok, by the way i hope you all have been ok i miss you guys so much you dont even know ive been workin mad hours lately like 8 days ina row and i figuared i should just live where i work hell im there 24/7 its sad but its fulltime, i want to go to college to become a teacher but first prioity is making lots of money so i can actually get my car in tip top condition its gonna be a big climb to the top of the mountain but im sure i can handle what has been givin to me... i met this really awesome girl like 4 weeks ago at work and shes like the one.. i can feel it in my heart like everytime i see her i get butterflys shes like perfect, hopefully i have a chance... wwork has been very challenging me and arron are the only ones that are doing anything and its a 2 man effort... we are supposed to be a team and im not seeing it.. all i am seeing is a bunch of lazy fuckers who use the company and myself and i just feel like firing them all and starting over, half of them are useless or dont even achknowlge the hard work and dedication everyone else is pushing, i find this group of sorry souls a distant figmant of my imagination its pure lazyness to just stand there and do NOTHING! but enough im out ,Alan