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Well everybody, my aspiration to get that camera for Rent is fading rapidly. I just kinda' realized how much money 1200 bucks is. I mean, for that much money, I could buy a Variax 600 and a Toneport with some money left over. Or I could invest in stocks, double my money, and get a kickass Mac. Or I could start doing monthly payments on a Mac and/or really kickass guitar. Or I could pull money out of my bank account and combine it with the I've got to get a full stack of amps and a lot of hot pink paint. Gosh this sucks. I don't want to let people down who were sort of looking forward to a good finished product, but frankly I'm not going to deliver it I don't think. I'll talk to people individually tonight about my reasons, but gosh I feel bad about that.
Also, as of yesterday, my grandma wanted to die. She's been in the hospital/nursing home for more than 2 1/2 weeks and wsa totally exhausted and in pain. I visited her today with my dad, and she's doing 200% better. She wants to recover and go home. I went there today assuming that I would not see my grandma again, but instead I came home happier than I was before. In three weeks, my brother, sis-in-law, and nephew are going to come visit. She was laughing at my jokes and smiling and holding my hand, so I know she'll be okay. Thanks glaucie for keeping up my spirits.
Ummm ummm ummm oh yeah. The other reason I was cheery and ready to see her for the last time was because I watched Christmas Bells. I had forgotten that I loved that movie, and more importantly, the people in it, so much. Yes, Lucy, I said I love my friends. O_O
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Another thing that hepled me prepare was thinking about Rent. That also helped tremendously, along with the footage of my beloved Steph doing La Bamba.
Also, as of yesterday, my grandma wanted to die. She's been in the hospital/nursing home for more than 2 1/2 weeks and wsa totally exhausted and in pain. I visited her today with my dad, and she's doing 200% better. She wants to recover and go home. I went there today assuming that I would not see my grandma again, but instead I came home happier than I was before. In three weeks, my brother, sis-in-law, and nephew are going to come visit. She was laughing at my jokes and smiling and holding my hand, so I know she'll be okay. Thanks glaucie for keeping up my spirits.
Ummm ummm ummm oh yeah. The other reason I was cheery and ready to see her for the last time was because I watched Christmas Bells. I had forgotten that I loved that movie, and more importantly, the people in it, so much. Yes, Lucy, I said I love my friends. O_O
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Another thing that hepled me prepare was thinking about Rent. That also helped tremendously, along with the footage of my beloved Steph doing La Bamba.