Feb 28, 2009 16:45
So things are looking... different. Which is good, to be fair. This week I sort of dedicated to opening up new paths and figuring out some direction.
Didn't win office in either Alpha Psi Omega, didn't run for anything in Masque. So aside from various AYO stuff, I'm pretty much gonna be Joe Schmoe Actor for the rest of the time here, aside from some directing or stuff. Kinda nice, but I was hoping to be able to be a bit of a bigger mover/shaker. Guess I'll have to do it from where I am.
Wound up asking the girl I've been talking about to dinner, didn't exactly get shot down, but wasn't quite what I was hoping for either. :\ Not gonna go into it right now, but it's not as bad as it could be, for sure. Something could happen down the line, but for now it's sort of on hold. Which finds me wondering what to do with myself now in that regard. I'm not exactly barricading the doors from a throng of girls trying to get to me.
Money is beyond tight. I need to sell some stuff so I can keep up with rent. Kind of panicking about that, to be honest, because I have no idea how I'm going to pull this off.
Just have one more MQP meeting and a project to finish by Tuesday, and classwork stuff is done for a few weeks.
what doesn't kill you makes you stranger,
end of the road,
i'll sleep when i'm dead