been a long time eh?
well i haven't used this in a long time. Guess i should cause its kinda fun and it helps me on my writing skills. My senior year is almost over and its freaking me out kinda. What am i going to do in my life? like in high school is so easy cause everything is predetermine for you pretty much. Like you ahve choices of what scince classes you want or what electives but those are chosen by a committe. You can do the sports that school has, join the clubs. Its real easy to find something that you can substitue as the purpose in your life. For instance mine for the past four years has been wrestling. Now i know this was misguided cuase wrestling is over. I could wrestle in college but i'll never become as successful as i was in high school. Thats if i even make the starting line up.
In college i'll have all these decisions to make and this is where i'm going to run into trouble. I can't even make the first big one: where i want to go. Its either Auburn or Appalachian State. I think i'm leaning to App State but I just can't be sure. I'm hesitante to make my choice because frankly i'm afraid of leaving all the people i know in alabama. I'm really shy around people I do not know. Thats why i can't "pick up" girls haha. I guess its cause when i was in elementary school i was always moving around and i never had a "group" to hang with like outher kids. Like i was always made fun of because i had a bad speech impediment that made me say my name wichard. Like i think that appalachian state is the most beautiful place in the world. Its in the mountains and its so inspiring. i felt good there. Its really cold and i don't know any one there. Like peter wilson and daniel woodward are going there but i'm not really good friends with them.
At auburn alot of good frienda re going there like randell robinson, robert thomas, david rangel adn paul haughton are going there (of hte guys i know going there). and its really close to my brother and sister in laws house. but i don't know if i liked auburn that much. its pretty and its a really good school but i don't know if i had the best feeling from it. if i went i'd be rooming with paul and he's so hedonistic sometiems. i don't htink i could stand being with him. like he smokes weed alot now and i don't agree wit htath. I'm afraid of hanging around him now because i'm afraid i'll smoke some and like it and become a pot head. but i could always go room with rangel. he's getting an apartment down there because he didn't apply soon enough. i jsut don't knwo what to do cause my mom says i have to make a decision my march sometime. she wants to get our deposit money back. and she doesn't really want me to go out of town.
i'm jsut worried cause my sister went to fsu which was so far from us and she had such a horrible time there. i'm going to go talke to dr brazleton about it sometime this week.
In college i'll have all these decisions to make and this is where i'm going to run into trouble. I can't even make the first big one: where i want to go. Its either Auburn or Appalachian State. I think i'm leaning to App State but I just can't be sure. I'm hesitante to make my choice because frankly i'm afraid of leaving all the people i know in alabama. I'm really shy around people I do not know. Thats why i can't "pick up" girls haha. I guess its cause when i was in elementary school i was always moving around and i never had a "group" to hang with like outher kids. Like i was always made fun of because i had a bad speech impediment that made me say my name wichard. Like i think that appalachian state is the most beautiful place in the world. Its in the mountains and its so inspiring. i felt good there. Its really cold and i don't know any one there. Like peter wilson and daniel woodward are going there but i'm not really good friends with them.
At auburn alot of good frienda re going there like randell robinson, robert thomas, david rangel adn paul haughton are going there (of hte guys i know going there). and its really close to my brother and sister in laws house. but i don't know if i liked auburn that much. its pretty and its a really good school but i don't know if i had the best feeling from it. if i went i'd be rooming with paul and he's so hedonistic sometiems. i don't htink i could stand being with him. like he smokes weed alot now and i don't agree wit htath. I'm afraid of hanging around him now because i'm afraid i'll smoke some and like it and become a pot head. but i could always go room with rangel. he's getting an apartment down there because he didn't apply soon enough. i jsut don't knwo what to do cause my mom says i have to make a decision my march sometime. she wants to get our deposit money back. and she doesn't really want me to go out of town.
i'm jsut worried cause my sister went to fsu which was so far from us and she had such a horrible time there. i'm going to go talke to dr brazleton about it sometime this week.