Its been a while...
Alright so its been a while since I've updated this thing. But Im bored at work and have nothing better to do.
Heather and I have been going really well lately, Im glad because I love her so much. Im so stressed out lately about everything. Heather wants to move back home and next summer sh'es leaving for Sudbury all summer. THat will make for some fun road trips, but is going to suck in general. Oh well Im sure we'll survive. Shes worth the wait. Palmala and I will get along just fine.
My car is finally working, sorta. I got her started and everyhting was going well except for a few small issues but now I found out that I leaked all 90$ of tranny fluid I bought. Grreeeeeat, just in time for the hollidays. Needless to say, no time or money to fix until Xmas is passed so car is dead for now. But wow what a difference in power. After all the work and especially MONEY I spent on this car, its nice to be able to smoke unsuspecting Impreza's and GS-R's.
School is going bad. I am so tired from being overworked lately it is retarded. By the time I get home (if I even get home) I certainly dont want to do homework and sleep is the only option. Im getting 75%-80% in everything and Im fearing the worst. I dont know what Im going to do when I dont get into law school. I have never really thought I wouldn't make it. Next semester Im going to cut back on work and try to concentrate more on school but it seems every year I say the same but I never produce. Life is a kick in the ass when it knocks on your door one day and you realize you've got nothing but a POS car, and a relationship with someone you love but no matter what shit always happens.
On a brighter note, I got another credit card application in the mail. Im considering taking all the credit I can, eventually declaring bankrupcy and moving to Mexico to become a cocaine smuggler. But that'd leave all the dept with my parents. Shit. hmmm... They can come too! :D
I cant wait for christmas, I hope I can make my girlfriend smile, but something tells me she'll be happy. I dont even want any presents from my parents, lately they've been too generous with me and I almost feel guilty but and gracious for their support. They;ve given me everything they have and more, and et im still a retard and have 10G's of dept. All for a fucking car. Next year will be better. Ahh fuck it no it wont, University is going to rip me a new asshole once I get there. Im considering doing all my studies on credit and not having to work. I would be able to concentrate more and then maybe get into law school.
I can see it. Ten years from now, looking back at today thinking how much of a retard I was for not doing well and ruining all I ever wanted. I hope I can pull of some nice grades for next year and the U of O is nice enough to give me a shot at being successful.
Anyways thats enough for now. Too depressing to write all this crap.
Heather and I have been going really well lately, Im glad because I love her so much. Im so stressed out lately about everything. Heather wants to move back home and next summer sh'es leaving for Sudbury all summer. THat will make for some fun road trips, but is going to suck in general. Oh well Im sure we'll survive. Shes worth the wait. Palmala and I will get along just fine.
My car is finally working, sorta. I got her started and everyhting was going well except for a few small issues but now I found out that I leaked all 90$ of tranny fluid I bought. Grreeeeeat, just in time for the hollidays. Needless to say, no time or money to fix until Xmas is passed so car is dead for now. But wow what a difference in power. After all the work and especially MONEY I spent on this car, its nice to be able to smoke unsuspecting Impreza's and GS-R's.
School is going bad. I am so tired from being overworked lately it is retarded. By the time I get home (if I even get home) I certainly dont want to do homework and sleep is the only option. Im getting 75%-80% in everything and Im fearing the worst. I dont know what Im going to do when I dont get into law school. I have never really thought I wouldn't make it. Next semester Im going to cut back on work and try to concentrate more on school but it seems every year I say the same but I never produce. Life is a kick in the ass when it knocks on your door one day and you realize you've got nothing but a POS car, and a relationship with someone you love but no matter what shit always happens.
On a brighter note, I got another credit card application in the mail. Im considering taking all the credit I can, eventually declaring bankrupcy and moving to Mexico to become a cocaine smuggler. But that'd leave all the dept with my parents. Shit. hmmm... They can come too! :D
I cant wait for christmas, I hope I can make my girlfriend smile, but something tells me she'll be happy. I dont even want any presents from my parents, lately they've been too generous with me and I almost feel guilty but and gracious for their support. They;ve given me everything they have and more, and et im still a retard and have 10G's of dept. All for a fucking car. Next year will be better. Ahh fuck it no it wont, University is going to rip me a new asshole once I get there. Im considering doing all my studies on credit and not having to work. I would be able to concentrate more and then maybe get into law school.
I can see it. Ten years from now, looking back at today thinking how much of a retard I was for not doing well and ruining all I ever wanted. I hope I can pull of some nice grades for next year and the U of O is nice enough to give me a shot at being successful.
Anyways thats enough for now. Too depressing to write all this crap.