Like a dream
I came home for the weekend and everything feels so weird walking into my room, showering in privacy it's so great ...oh my god when I saw Ricky it was like nothing I have ever felt before I felt like I hadn't seen him in so long it didn't feel real it took me a good hour to realize that it wasn't just a dream ...it felt so good just to hold him and be held by him again I can so tell that we will last forver an a day ...even when I am not with him I think about him all the time and everything I do mean EVERYTHING reminds me of him...seeing him and feeling the way I do when I do is so worth all the hard work and pressures of college, which leads to my next subject college is awesome I love it there I feel like I have done something so positive for myself and it gives a great feeling of accoplishment ...well gotta go Ricky should be home from work soon YAY!!! and I want to spend all the time that I can with him before I have to leave again .