FUCK THIS !!!
I am starting to lose my fuckin mind in this house ...my brother and his negative comments ...I don't say shit to that kid anymore yet when I am around he finds some smart ass remark just to piss me off ...he makes me feel like an asshole in front of his girlfriend and his friends I am sure to them that I am just Mike's dumb little sister ...he belittles me...I stay out of his business and try to stay out of his way but even then I guess I am doing something wrong ...I don't understand him and I don't think that I ever will...there was a period of time after I graduated that we actually got along ...I don't know what the fuck happened...I am moving to school in like two weeks and he is bitching about me being home to much ...so sorry if I want to spend some time at home before I leave...yeah and he bitches about the food in the house saying that I eat it all yeah okay I eat once maybe twice a day Fuckin look at me I weigh 110 pounds yeah I must eat all the food ...theres no food here to eat even if I wanted to...and as for me spending so much time with Ricky ...he is keeping me sain...and again I'm leaving in two weeks ...yeah but hey pay no attention to me I am just an idiot... Mike Burdett's idiot little sister