Pent Up Agression
I can't believe these things that I am hearing, for so long I have been surrounded by this but oblivious to it all. I stop to put the pieces together and it all starts to make sense a conclusion that I wish I didn't have to come to. So many questions run rapid threw my mind, but these are not everyday questions, ones that you can't just nonchalantly ask and get a straight answer. Do I wrongly accuse or is there a state of denial. You don't just hurt yourself you hurt those that are arround you. A hot flash of embarrassment rushes through me when people laugh at the misfortune and a mad rage makes me want to punch them square in the face, this is my blood, my maker, so when you do this you are laughing at me, Yet at the same time how can I blame them.