Choice.
This is the end of the first section of my journal, more precisely the end of a seven year stretch. I had never the patience nor what I considered the talent to continually update my journal with any great value. Originally I had hoped to constantly update, and that fell by the wayside, then the journal became essentially a scrapbook and a base for cryptic one-liners either targeted at an individual or targeted at myself. Unfortunately they are so cryptic that I myself sometimes even forget them.
If I ever look back on this moment. I would like to point/counter point where my life is at.
- I am 24 years old and I have not yet moved out of my family home but that goal is coming to the forefront more each day.
- I have one month ago purchased my very first car. I was thrilled they gave me so much for my old one but car payments suck.
- I am a media study student with a focus on film/video production. Despite the fact that I am considered an international honor student with a GPA in the top 15% worldwide I realize that accomplishment is not going to make waking up without a job any easier.
- I am in a relationship with a beautiful woman that loves me and we both constantly worry that we are too much for the other to handle.
- I am in a stage in my life where I am trying to improve my personal relationships through helping those I care about and it consistently seems to either not do anything or makes matters worse.
Now as I move on to the next chapter/ format. I hope you'll somewhat enjoy my strange experiment in nostalgia and attempting to stretch my creative muscle. Rarely will I write a conventional entry from now on but it might happen...
If I ever look back on this moment. I would like to point/counter point where my life is at.
- I am 24 years old and I have not yet moved out of my family home but that goal is coming to the forefront more each day.
- I have one month ago purchased my very first car. I was thrilled they gave me so much for my old one but car payments suck.
- I am a media study student with a focus on film/video production. Despite the fact that I am considered an international honor student with a GPA in the top 15% worldwide I realize that accomplishment is not going to make waking up without a job any easier.
- I am in a relationship with a beautiful woman that loves me and we both constantly worry that we are too much for the other to handle.
- I am in a stage in my life where I am trying to improve my personal relationships through helping those I care about and it consistently seems to either not do anything or makes matters worse.
Now as I move on to the next chapter/ format. I hope you'll somewhat enjoy my strange experiment in nostalgia and attempting to stretch my creative muscle. Rarely will I write a conventional entry from now on but it might happen...