Your moneys on the monkey, the monkey wins.....
So its just about 1am on a saturday night. Its snowing like crazy outside, and its super cold. Josh, Al and I just stood downstairs with the door open, looking out, daring each other to strip and run to the mailbox, but its just too cold so we all pussied out. God knows I've done things like that before on a dare, but i would have frozen solid mere steps away from the door, and a stiff wind would shatter me to a trillion frozen blubber shards. I did nothing tonight, I got out of work 2 hours early due to the storm, which didnt impede my drive home in the least, but I was happy to get out. I came home and played DOOM 3 for a while, trying to beat it, but im stuck on a part and I cant figure it out yet. Then we just hung out, had pizza, watched a little of headbangers ball, and SNL. Relaxing night.
This year sucks so far. I've done nothing. No art, no comics, no writing. I hate it,im so tired at night, that i cant function, and then on my days off I end up just goiing to the mall or something. I need to get my ass in gear. I have been reading a lot though. I have a stack of books behind my bed that i need to read. Right now im reading one called AFTERLIFE by a guy named Douglas Clegg, i think. Its okay so far, i dont know, its a short read and im not sure where its going, and im about half way through. I have a bunch of good ones on deck too, the new Grisham, one from the authors of STILL LIFE WITH CROWS, i always forget their names, and then a book of short Ray Bradbury stories, because his name comes up a lot and i think i should know some of his work. Reading rocks. I hate people who dont read. if you dont read, you're a fucking idiot and you can eat shit. Whenever I see someone with that on their myspace page, "books? Reading is dumb" shit like that, oh christ, you cant find a quicker way for me to dislike you, unless you slapped my mother or burned comic books. FUCKING READ.
I havent much else to say really, THis month has flown by faster than any month ever. Theres not much left to it, at the end of this month I go to Auburn for 3 days of training. Josh went last week and was bored out of his mind. It wont be as bad for me because dan is going at the same time so we can hang out and all that. Perhaps i will bring GI JOES and play with them for hours, locked in a hotel room. That would be so awesome. Just a duffel bag full of figures and little vehicles, not tell anyone, just set it all up and play, like when I was a little kid. Snake eyes and Falcon would destroy all CObras. Wow, im 25 but i honestly think this would be awesome and Im thinking about actually doing it. If i do, i will take pics. haha.
I had a couple weird dreams, but at the moment i can only remember one of them. I was a cop, shooting at some bad guy, with other cops. They were just getting gunned down like crazy, this guy was a crack shot. Eventually they overwhelmed him and held him down, by the time I walked over ,and looked into the pile of cops, it was a girl they were holding down, but she was thrashing wildly and wouldnt stop. I glanced around at all of the dead bodies and decided to end it. I stuck my gun into her belly and pulled the trigger three times, and everyone went quiet and stared at me. Then i woke up. Yeah, it was kinda weird.
Its cold up here. Our upstairs has a million drafts, but theres nothing we can do about it. I dont really mind it, i would rather it be cool up here than hot. Im hopeful. Thats what i put for my mood. Hopeful that the snow will be bad enough that i can call my boss and tell her that i wont be making the hour drive to biddeford tomorrow morning. The news alone is enough to scare me into that. we could get 2 feet! Fuck that. Im getting up at 9, looking outside and making the call. it will be so awesome if i dont go tomorrow. Only time will tell. Im gonna go read for a bit. I wish other people would update.
-RJB3-
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This year sucks so far. I've done nothing. No art, no comics, no writing. I hate it,im so tired at night, that i cant function, and then on my days off I end up just goiing to the mall or something. I need to get my ass in gear. I have been reading a lot though. I have a stack of books behind my bed that i need to read. Right now im reading one called AFTERLIFE by a guy named Douglas Clegg, i think. Its okay so far, i dont know, its a short read and im not sure where its going, and im about half way through. I have a bunch of good ones on deck too, the new Grisham, one from the authors of STILL LIFE WITH CROWS, i always forget their names, and then a book of short Ray Bradbury stories, because his name comes up a lot and i think i should know some of his work. Reading rocks. I hate people who dont read. if you dont read, you're a fucking idiot and you can eat shit. Whenever I see someone with that on their myspace page, "books? Reading is dumb" shit like that, oh christ, you cant find a quicker way for me to dislike you, unless you slapped my mother or burned comic books. FUCKING READ.
I havent much else to say really, THis month has flown by faster than any month ever. Theres not much left to it, at the end of this month I go to Auburn for 3 days of training. Josh went last week and was bored out of his mind. It wont be as bad for me because dan is going at the same time so we can hang out and all that. Perhaps i will bring GI JOES and play with them for hours, locked in a hotel room. That would be so awesome. Just a duffel bag full of figures and little vehicles, not tell anyone, just set it all up and play, like when I was a little kid. Snake eyes and Falcon would destroy all CObras. Wow, im 25 but i honestly think this would be awesome and Im thinking about actually doing it. If i do, i will take pics. haha.
I had a couple weird dreams, but at the moment i can only remember one of them. I was a cop, shooting at some bad guy, with other cops. They were just getting gunned down like crazy, this guy was a crack shot. Eventually they overwhelmed him and held him down, by the time I walked over ,and looked into the pile of cops, it was a girl they were holding down, but she was thrashing wildly and wouldnt stop. I glanced around at all of the dead bodies and decided to end it. I stuck my gun into her belly and pulled the trigger three times, and everyone went quiet and stared at me. Then i woke up. Yeah, it was kinda weird.
Its cold up here. Our upstairs has a million drafts, but theres nothing we can do about it. I dont really mind it, i would rather it be cool up here than hot. Im hopeful. Thats what i put for my mood. Hopeful that the snow will be bad enough that i can call my boss and tell her that i wont be making the hour drive to biddeford tomorrow morning. The news alone is enough to scare me into that. we could get 2 feet! Fuck that. Im getting up at 9, looking outside and making the call. it will be so awesome if i dont go tomorrow. Only time will tell. Im gonna go read for a bit. I wish other people would update.
-RJB3-
xXx