Apr 24, 2006 03:40
right now...im eating clam chowder...drinking a LiveWire...about to take a shower...and its 3:41 in the morning.
I truly think, that im just nocturnal. Mostly because ive done this for the last 4 weeks in a row, every sunday night, I just dont sleep. Thats all there is to it.
And right now, im looking forward to only 2 things happening. Daft Punk and coachella, and School Ending.
Now, looking forward to daft punk, thats just obvious.
School ending on the other hand, i feel i have different reasons than others.
School ending for me, is not just about having no more class and having a summer vacation (because beleive me, I am probly going to be working more this summer than i did during the school year). For me, its a completely new start, or at least the beginning of one. Summer is two and a half months of re-construction, re-building, re-thinking, and re-creating ones self, and beleive me, im ready to do a lot of that.
Its not that i dont like who i am, but im just ADD, and what i mean by that, is I like variety in my life and the way i live it. I really feel ive been the guy I am for far too long.
NOW DONT WORRY ALL YOU SCOOTS FANS OUT THERE!!!
Im not going to stop being me, i just want to do the best I can to improve myself, and i feel like i can be very open about what the key things about me i want to improve are...
1)I want to stop smoking
2)I want to be less argumentative
3)I want to be less fat
I really hope that having a lot of time to myself, and not being distracted by family plans and vacations, school, and dare i say it, even some friends being gone, will help allow me to accomplish these things. Im a firm beleiver that you can only be happy with the world if you are happy with yourself, and i feel like its about to be a little "happier".
Now, im gonna go shower, cuz i went biking earlier, and i smell bad.