Dec 07, 2005 01:05
Its harder then hell, and not satisfying at all. Trying to get over someone. You question yourself constantly. Just a myriad of questions and thoughts running through your head.
You know I cant stop and think of the last time that I was completely happy (in Chicago). My thoughts are just pervaded by melancholy and loneliness.
Is this worth it? Is this going to make everything better in the end?
Who knows. I guess it IS the "right" decision, and I guess in the end, that is what is most important.
or is it?
and its been almost three months, and I still can't get over the fact shes with someone else.
pathetic eh?