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Brian Jonestown Massacre is amazing. They mess with my emotions so much it's nice. They give me a lot of questions to ask myself like:
"Am I doing what I love?"
"Am I showing my love to people?"
"How can I pick people up rather than bring them down?"
I realized why my life is so boring. It's because I am not living up to my ideals and dreams. Well truly I am. But to take it to another level I need to bring more of my ideals and dreams out and live them them further. For example:
I was looking through some pictures from high school and earlier days of college and it made me want to tell the people I saw in those pitcures I was thinking about them. But I am too nervous about calling them. And some of them I don't have their numbers. I saw pictures of Abby, Abby, Beth, Veronica, Ben, Eric, Matt, A guy with a fro whose name is I am struggling to rememeber he played drums and was really energetic and happy FUCK he's really chill too and interested in music and Rochelle. Maybe it's Anthony but I am not remembering. SImon? Isaac?
And I want to learn Spanish fluently.
I like drawing and coloring because it's really nice to look through them in the future.
Ok I am going to make a few phone calls or think about.
Oh and also "Soft Bulletin" by flaming lips really is a great album. It's a good equalizer when you feel like you're not a great person. The first song especially talking about (i think) two scientists in the manhattan project and how they raced to create the atomic bomb and how they humans. UGH i am frustarated and antsy.
Love,
Richie
"Am I doing what I love?"
"Am I showing my love to people?"
"How can I pick people up rather than bring them down?"
I realized why my life is so boring. It's because I am not living up to my ideals and dreams. Well truly I am. But to take it to another level I need to bring more of my ideals and dreams out and live them them further. For example:
I was looking through some pictures from high school and earlier days of college and it made me want to tell the people I saw in those pitcures I was thinking about them. But I am too nervous about calling them. And some of them I don't have their numbers. I saw pictures of Abby, Abby, Beth, Veronica, Ben, Eric, Matt, A guy with a fro whose name is I am struggling to rememeber he played drums and was really energetic and happy FUCK he's really chill too and interested in music and Rochelle. Maybe it's Anthony but I am not remembering. SImon? Isaac?
And I want to learn Spanish fluently.
I like drawing and coloring because it's really nice to look through them in the future.
Ok I am going to make a few phone calls or think about.
Oh and also "Soft Bulletin" by flaming lips really is a great album. It's a good equalizer when you feel like you're not a great person. The first song especially talking about (i think) two scientists in the manhattan project and how they raced to create the atomic bomb and how they humans. UGH i am frustarated and antsy.
Love,
Richie