Re-birth
Dear Journal,
Hello! Well, here I am, as promised. I didn't forget. I've really been looking forward to this actually. I figured this would be the perfect day to start over again. A "re-birth", so to speak. Before I began to say anything more, I will explain why I was gone for so long.
Basically, the last couple of months of school (and the whole year in a very general view) were not months that I really wanted to remember. I had a very hard time, I was in a lot of stress, and pain, among other things. The last couple of weeks at Berkeley, all I could think about was going home, getting away from the place that has taught me about relationships, trusting in others, taking people for granted, and being taken for granted. I just wanted to live my last summer at home in a very relaxing manner, I imagined it being the perfect summer yet. So, I left Berkeley. And with that, I steered away from all things associated with Berkeley.
Live Journal was one of those things. I had gotten it a couple of months into the new school year, and it was an integral part to my life at Berkeley. Everything that happened during my college life was written in this thing, give or take a few happenings. To even think about writing in livejournal, the very thought brought me back to the one place I didn't want to be. I decided to become a cyber hermit, in a way. AIM was out, it had been a couple a months before school had started, so it wasn't that big of a loss. I just retreated into my solitude with Tulare and my Tulare friends.
The best cure for loss and pain is time, and I got my time. I finally accepted and got over my thoughts about Berkeley and everything that had happened there, and I felt that I would start again. I am finally ready.
That's it in a nutshell. I am really tired, so I will go to sleep, I'm looking forward to a new [school] year.
Goodnite Journal.
Hello! Well, here I am, as promised. I didn't forget. I've really been looking forward to this actually. I figured this would be the perfect day to start over again. A "re-birth", so to speak. Before I began to say anything more, I will explain why I was gone for so long.
Basically, the last couple of months of school (and the whole year in a very general view) were not months that I really wanted to remember. I had a very hard time, I was in a lot of stress, and pain, among other things. The last couple of weeks at Berkeley, all I could think about was going home, getting away from the place that has taught me about relationships, trusting in others, taking people for granted, and being taken for granted. I just wanted to live my last summer at home in a very relaxing manner, I imagined it being the perfect summer yet. So, I left Berkeley. And with that, I steered away from all things associated with Berkeley.
Live Journal was one of those things. I had gotten it a couple of months into the new school year, and it was an integral part to my life at Berkeley. Everything that happened during my college life was written in this thing, give or take a few happenings. To even think about writing in livejournal, the very thought brought me back to the one place I didn't want to be. I decided to become a cyber hermit, in a way. AIM was out, it had been a couple a months before school had started, so it wasn't that big of a loss. I just retreated into my solitude with Tulare and my Tulare friends.
The best cure for loss and pain is time, and I got my time. I finally accepted and got over my thoughts about Berkeley and everything that had happened there, and I felt that I would start again. I am finally ready.
That's it in a nutshell. I am really tired, so I will go to sleep, I'm looking forward to a new [school] year.
Goodnite Journal.