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[richi123343]

your eyes so sad and full of despair
are what got me
your arms around me
are what kept me
the way you controlled me
suffocated me
the way you touched me
sickened me
when you hit me
you terrified me
the words you said
cut me like a knife
the way you raped my soul
left me broken
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my eyes fill with tears
at each word you say
insults pour from your lips
i feel insecure
my throat tightens
whenever you hit me
bruises mark my skin
i feel afraid
my heart aches
when you touch me like you do
even though i say no you don't care
i feel ashamed