ull be needin me but to bad......
:)im happy:)
so i talked to micah:):):):)
he and i are straight now which is the shit im so incredibly glad that he and i are friends again...i love that kid so much!!!! lol....so yeah thats like the MAJOR news in my life for right now...me and him and brit hung out last night and it was a little crazy but fun and then brit went out side for a cig to give me a nd micah "alone time" she said....well seeing as we talked on the phone we didnt do much of that...;) lol....but yeah im kinda feeling like a skank cause tuesday and then last night....2 different guys and that makes me feel reallllllllllll sluttyish but heres the thing right....with fox its like i really really care about him and want more than friends with him and with micah its like....i still have all these feelings for him and i know i still love him...but what i think it is...is this...what we were to eachother...what i had with him i want that again and i havent been able to find it with neone else and so its like im not sure if what i feel for him is from that or from my feelings for him now or what and so i think im gonna need to think about that one for a bit...ill have to sit down and have a little chat with myself.
im so pissed that break is over it seems like we were at school yesterday and now we have to go back tomorrow already!!!!! GR!!!!....but yeah i guess its alright:( i dont know im jsut really really happy right now so im not gonna even be complaining about that...lol...im not sure what else to say now....hmmmmmmm
so i talked to micah:):):):)
he and i are straight now which is the shit im so incredibly glad that he and i are friends again...i love that kid so much!!!! lol....so yeah thats like the MAJOR news in my life for right now...me and him and brit hung out last night and it was a little crazy but fun and then brit went out side for a cig to give me a nd micah "alone time" she said....well seeing as we talked on the phone we didnt do much of that...;) lol....but yeah im kinda feeling like a skank cause tuesday and then last night....2 different guys and that makes me feel reallllllllllll sluttyish but heres the thing right....with fox its like i really really care about him and want more than friends with him and with micah its like....i still have all these feelings for him and i know i still love him...but what i think it is...is this...what we were to eachother...what i had with him i want that again and i havent been able to find it with neone else and so its like im not sure if what i feel for him is from that or from my feelings for him now or what and so i think im gonna need to think about that one for a bit...ill have to sit down and have a little chat with myself.
im so pissed that break is over it seems like we were at school yesterday and now we have to go back tomorrow already!!!!! GR!!!!....but yeah i guess its alright:( i dont know im jsut really really happy right now so im not gonna even be complaining about that...lol...im not sure what else to say now....hmmmmmmm