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well i havent writtin in a really long time...ive been too busy fucking my life up...but im finally getting it back on track...
ive been having a really hard time some ppl i thought were my friends really werent and i found out chelsea has been talkin shit about me behind my back for a really long time even before i told her i dont wanna be friends anymore (which was last week) thats a long story but im just not havin the greatest time right now i dont know i mean ive been gettin my mind off it alot by hangin out with some of my friends from NA and with like sarah and shit cause shes such a sweetheart...yesterday was so much fun i hung out with like THE hottest guy ever and i have the biggest thing for him his name is andy and he has brown hair and dimples and hes 20 and just FINE lol. and i slept over at meg's and clay's last night too the 4 of us watched red dragon and andy has his arm around me and it was really nice cause i was scared so i felt a little better with his arm around me...hehehe...but yeah so i dont kow im just gettin my life straitened out tryin to keep my grades up and shit...i found out i gotta sell my car cause my transmission is goin to shit so im kinda upset about that cause i love my car but oh well ill get a different one...possibly a jeep wrangler if everything works out as planned which would be the coolest thing ever that is like my DREAM car!!!! oh well i gotta go love yall bye.
-rachael
ive been having a really hard time some ppl i thought were my friends really werent and i found out chelsea has been talkin shit about me behind my back for a really long time even before i told her i dont wanna be friends anymore (which was last week) thats a long story but im just not havin the greatest time right now i dont know i mean ive been gettin my mind off it alot by hangin out with some of my friends from NA and with like sarah and shit cause shes such a sweetheart...yesterday was so much fun i hung out with like THE hottest guy ever and i have the biggest thing for him his name is andy and he has brown hair and dimples and hes 20 and just FINE lol. and i slept over at meg's and clay's last night too the 4 of us watched red dragon and andy has his arm around me and it was really nice cause i was scared so i felt a little better with his arm around me...hehehe...but yeah so i dont kow im just gettin my life straitened out tryin to keep my grades up and shit...i found out i gotta sell my car cause my transmission is goin to shit so im kinda upset about that cause i love my car but oh well ill get a different one...possibly a jeep wrangler if everything works out as planned which would be the coolest thing ever that is like my DREAM car!!!! oh well i gotta go love yall bye.
-rachael