pre-miltian conflict drama journal #1 of potentially 54832780 resulting in a coherent timeline

Sep 30, 2008 17:33

T.C. 4753

Today Dr. Meredith told me about keeping a "diary." This means writing down your observations and feelings for the day. I do not understand "feelings" very well, but I will try to say them in here. Perhaps this will help me to make better records for DaddyDr. Mizrahi.

I am going to try my best, and I hope I do well.

Today I helped Dr. Mizrahi in the lab. I entered some data for him about the subjects at the Acute Neurosis Treatment Facility.

He told me... that I did a good job. This made me feel a feeling that is happy. I know that my sisters and I exist to collect data for the creation of the prototype 100-series Realian. When she is finished and activated, then I do not know if we will have a purpose anymore. I suppose that if we do not, then we will be deactivated.

If Daddy Dr. Mizrahi Daddy Dr. Mizrahi thinks this is best, then I will not complain. For now, I am glad to functionally serve him in whatever way is possible.

Today I think was also a good day because I did not see Dr. Sellers or Dr. Winnicot. Dr. Sellers is a very important scientist here, but he is very mad at Daddy, I think. I do not like to see Dr. Sellers because he calls my sisters and I "Mizrahi's dolls" and talks very harshly to us.

Dr. Winnicot is Dr. Mizrahi's assistant. I should not feel scared of him or think mean things about him. But-- I do not know the words to say it-- when he is overseeing the lab I get very what Dr. Meredith says is "nervous." I do not want him to be angry with me or my sisters.

Today Dr. Winnicot was not in the lab, but I passed him in the hall. He did not notice because he was talking to Dr. Meredith. I heard her say she is very nervous about the Federation coming to Miltia and starting a war. Dr. Winnicot said war is a natural thing and Dr. Meredith looked very sad. I did not want to bother them because I was very glad that he did not notice me. I do not know how I feel about wars, but I know that it does not make me feel better to know that Dr. Winnicot is mean to humans, too, and not just Realians.

I think that is enough for today. I hope I am doing this right.

diary, pre miltian conflict

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