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Nov 24, 2005 11:33

happy thanksgiving to everyone. i know that you all hate me. but i'll be fine. i love you guys and always will. im sorry that you guys never took the time to hear my side of the story. but life goes on. and like shari said "that isn't how the world works" we don't always want to hear the truth. but whatever ( Read more... )

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glitter2006girl November 25 2005, 04:05:33 UTC
Every time i try to process my feelings things get to tense but what i really wanted to say is this:

~every person has a breaking point, christian or otherwise and people should not set christians at i higher stander, we're all human.
~i really want to understand what you thought would happen? what was your logic? did you think this would be ok? did you realize what you were giving up?
~i dont understand how you can be so upset when you did this. no matter how pressured you felt you still made the choice, no one made it for you
~i guess the thing that pushed me over the edge was you saying I had no right to be mad at you. Im sorry but are you mental? If your best friend got stabbed in the back by another friend you would have every right to be mad. so dont try to say i shouldnt be mad
~Also this is all bearing down on you b/c i expected better. I have seen jacob time and time again do this to may. But to see it happen again w/ her friend along for the ride, i couldnt hadle it.
~also after the promises being made, and the night of you all getting along, all of that sure seems like a cover up to me. i trusted you were a good friend and you let me down...i know i let you down too, but what did you exspect? i would slap your wrist and say dont do it again?
~also this whole thing reminds me of what i went thru this summer...i think those comparisons are what really hurt me.
AND dont think you can call me on calling you bad names when you heard talk about lots of other people like that. you just needed something to say. you only call me on my 'less than perfect' behavior when it suits you. so dont give me that bull shit.

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