Nov 16, 2005 11:51
i'm not having a good day. but whatever. i don't care. i don't care about anything. the world sucks in my opinion. i feel like ODing. on what i don't know....maybe just some pills i have in my purse.
i quit my job last night. not enough hours. not enough pay. so i finish the week out. but that's it.
i talked to my bio-mom last night. the first in about 4 months or so. since the whole thing with sam happened. but whatever.
i want to curl up inside myself. if that's possible. i hate the holidays. but at the same time, i love it.
richele