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it's all turning sour.
listen to me whine like a fuck - but fortunately for me - lj doesn't answer back.
everywhere i go i see people enjoying their ignorance. i envy their chameleon like ability to change and then blend right in to the background.
i can't make any living soul feeling anything and i feel endless for it.
how is it so that a life of ignoring your freedom and your voice is rewarded with more or less everything you could ever need.
people complain about not getting what they want. they're ignoring the fact that they have been blessed with all that they need to be a human that some of us don't have. whether we deserve it or not is a different story.
am i bitter? am i angry? am i in some sort of depression here again?
all i know is that this world has now robbed me of 2 very special people in the last 6 months and i'm sure i'm due some sort of peace. some helping hand.
listen to me whine like a fuck - but fortunately for me - lj doesn't answer back.
everywhere i go i see people enjoying their ignorance. i envy their chameleon like ability to change and then blend right in to the background.
i can't make any living soul feeling anything and i feel endless for it.
how is it so that a life of ignoring your freedom and your voice is rewarded with more or less everything you could ever need.
people complain about not getting what they want. they're ignoring the fact that they have been blessed with all that they need to be a human that some of us don't have. whether we deserve it or not is a different story.
am i bitter? am i angry? am i in some sort of depression here again?
all i know is that this world has now robbed me of 2 very special people in the last 6 months and i'm sure i'm due some sort of peace. some helping hand.