he's on vacation

[richard_ramirez]

so i've been to 2 funerals now. i would be perfectly content if i was never told about anyone dying ever again. just tell me they're on vacation. i hate funerals. they make me feel so uncomfortable. blah blah blah blah blah. i used to not be afraid to die, but now death freaks me out. i don't know how to feel about it. dammit, god! why must you confuse and conflict me?

i like to be dressed up and be nice looking every now and then, but for happier occasions next time.