Highly consistent constituent rumination // Contenteous Chronograms
You beat the bull but you still feel the horns in your side.
You go a long time without that thought. Then out of nowhere, for entirely trivial reasons, you have a very real urge to spend the money you are saving for traveling the world, you want to go buy a gun and shoot yourself in the head.
That five minute failure turns into an epoch of catastrophe and shame.
Roiling mental conflict just like in the beforetimes. It's a goddamn shame. I've been there I've done that, of course you rebuke my hand. It's a matter of pride.
Drink, eat, laugh and be merry.
You go a long time without that thought. Then out of nowhere, for entirely trivial reasons, you have a very real urge to spend the money you are saving for traveling the world, you want to go buy a gun and shoot yourself in the head.
That five minute failure turns into an epoch of catastrophe and shame.
Roiling mental conflict just like in the beforetimes. It's a goddamn shame. I've been there I've done that, of course you rebuke my hand. It's a matter of pride.
Drink, eat, laugh and be merry.