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watching south park, smoking a camel, listening to incubus, and matthew just left.
it's been awhile since i posted on this thing. i sort of, in a way, forgot about it.
is it good to be this happy?
because i think that it is wonderful.
this journal reminds me of my past. the feelings it gives me, are feelings that i never liked to feel. it gives me this feelings of depression, like a deep pit in my stomach when i think about it. these are feelings that i hate to feel. i've overcome those feelings along time ago, but once and awhile, i remember how my life used to be.
i hate how my life used to be.
but it's the past. we all learn and grow from it.
personally, i feel that i've matured alot.
and that my friends, is an amazing feeling.