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thanks to anyone who replied to my last post. i really appreciate it. as a news announcement, i'd like to say we officially broke up. we talked on the phone for 2 hours. he wouldn't let me do it. but i told him i needed to focus on myself for once. he looked extremely depressed today. we talked a couple times. it wasn't a bad break up because we are on good terms.
it's so hard adjusting though. i cry alot about it. hopefully things will get better. it's hard not calling him...talking to him alot...but it's something i put myself up to. and i have to deal with that.
i just keep telling myself things are ok. i did a good thing. i'll be okay.
<3. i miss being loved.