*yawns*

Nov 14, 2004 12:50

Okay, so I didn't sleep at all last night. Oh well. No big loss.

I did, in fact, overreact. Quite completely, I must say.

Mark--honestly, it's okay. I just overreacted, eh? Got a little insecure. But trust me, baby, it's okay. :)

This is going to be odd for a while. Probably awkward. But I want this. Not just because Mark wants it, but because I, me, Rich Harden, want this. Quite a lot.

We'd joked about it, a while back. Maybe there was a little...I don't know...sexual tension? a while back. But now...it's not just sexual. I want to be with Bobby, and I want to be with Mark. Mark wants to be with Kerry.

The solution?

Well. That is the solution. It's a strange, deluded, odd, unbelievably crazy and quite possibly slightly stupid way for everyone to get what they want. I don't even know if it'll work, but by God, I am going to try to make this work. For Mark, for Kerry. For my Bobby. We can make this work.

I'm almost excited. It's an obstacle, eh? We can get through this, eh? We can. Because...yeah. Because yeah.

I love them both. I've got a crush on Kerry (shut up, all of you, it's not funny). It'll...it'll work. It'll work, eh?
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