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Back in the States. I really need to be here with my team for this kind of stuff. Mark's still in Prague, but it's okay. I guess...I'll see him after Christmas? Something like that. I'm not even sure.
So. I was fantastically drunk last night, and I am fantastically hung over this morning, and I'm tired, and I really just want to go to sleep, but it's kind of hard to sleep when I am still trying not to cry.
I need to quit fucking crying all the time, swear to God.
I'm feeling decidedly lost. I know it's stupid. I know. But going from number four/five to number two is kinda freaking me out a bit. I don't know what to do right now. I think I should just try to, like, calm down or whatever. I'm in Oakland right now. Um. Not sure where right now, I'm typing this from a cafe near the airport. Anyway...
I'm gonna go, like, do stuff in San Francisco, I guess.
God, I feel almost stoned...
So. I was fantastically drunk last night, and I am fantastically hung over this morning, and I'm tired, and I really just want to go to sleep, but it's kind of hard to sleep when I am still trying not to cry.
I need to quit fucking crying all the time, swear to God.
I'm feeling decidedly lost. I know it's stupid. I know. But going from number four/five to number two is kinda freaking me out a bit. I don't know what to do right now. I think I should just try to, like, calm down or whatever. I'm in Oakland right now. Um. Not sure where right now, I'm typing this from a cafe near the airport. Anyway...
I'm gonna go, like, do stuff in San Francisco, I guess.
God, I feel almost stoned...