Apr 23, 2005 21:32
o god today has probaly been SOOO crappy... i woke up late (thank god for that) then i stayed home and did absolutely NOTHING just waited till 4 30 so i can go to work... then i worked.. got sensitive all night cuz the songs that were being played.. ugh those songs used to make me giggle now they make me want to cry.. then wen i got out at 10 28!! no one was there to pick me up and i was all alone in the parking lot of dadeland waiting for my dad to pick me up!! omg i almost started crying cuz i was waiting for 8 minutes.. i thought someone was just gonna come up from behind and kill me!!! cuz an empty parking lot at night is like probaly the most insafe place to be!! but yea the whole almost crying part is overexaggerated but come on.. it was SCARY! lol.. and now im home bored as hell.. and i think i just got my feelings hurt by a friend.. i dont wats up but w.e i guess im annoying sometimes.. but everyone has their annoying stuff.. i just dont tell them to their face cuz i get used to it.. but oh well no one is alike.. and bluntness is not an annoying thing its just wow... cant u just suck it up? or like just say ill talk to u later.. before u just have to slap it in ur face? i dont know why this person affects me so much.. its so pathetic that everything they say that is like weird.. i get all thinky and like sensitive... oh god today is not a good day.. its sounds like im pmsing but that sad news is that im not... im just BLAHHH... but atleast i had fun yesterday.. i went to the beach then to jennys then to chris and then back to jennys and then home.. it was kool
i miss ruthie so much.. and the special someone... i wanna go back to the bahamas..