FINALLY something GOOOD!!!
okay... i must speak in code cuz i have spies on me.. lol.. BUT lets just say theres a way out!!!!!!! woo hoooooo!!! omg im so happy.. i found out the news yesterday and omg 1000 pounds got lifted off my back! exactly one more week for spring break!! damn im so excited.. i cant wait to see everyone and especially HIM.. like i havent thought of him soo seriously in such a long time.. right now ive just been going crazy about him.. like the time of spring break has finally come! but theres one sad detail.. this is most likely my last time going there for awhile!! and awhile not meaning a couple of months but meaning till i graduate.. and omg its going to hurt so much when its time to go.. ill probaly cry like crazy.. ugh i dont want to think of that! i just want to look forward for the time that im gonna be there because even if we are grounded* im gonna make sure im gonna have fun! and i hope that me n him spend time together..AA i wanna cry.. like i literally have no idea what can happen between us.. its so frusterating.. like either it can go perfect or horribly.. like i dont think me n him can be just friends.. like if he were to tell me to be just friends i wouldnt be able to be around him.. ill break down everytime id look at him.. ay i dont want to think that.. itll probaly end up being good because everytime i go i have the lowest expectations and it usually ends up being good.. except last time i was there.. it went perfect and in the end it went downhill.. omg im going crazy let me shut up already cuz im sure ur confused..
OOoo funniest convo with my dad today.. we were talking about something that happened last night and he noticed i got really frusterated and stressed and he was like dont you just wish you can have a cigarette right now?? and i was like ugh you dont know.. and he was like imitating to smoke a cigarette and then i started feeling weird cuz like its awkward now that he knows about everything and like i just want to beg to have one last cigarette..but noOooOOoo...
OOoo funniest convo with my dad today.. we were talking about something that happened last night and he noticed i got really frusterated and stressed and he was like dont you just wish you can have a cigarette right now?? and i was like ugh you dont know.. and he was like imitating to smoke a cigarette and then i started feeling weird cuz like its awkward now that he knows about everything and like i just want to beg to have one last cigarette..but noOooOOoo...