so fucking...intoxicating!!
ok, it's offical: i suck and i hate myself. kirk IMed me and i wasn't at the computer at the time. damn mad tv for distracting me!!!!! considering i haven't talk to good ole kirkland in a while, i have to say that ruinned my week. i miss that kid. next time buddy, next time. i wonder how luke and russell are doing in WA. i haven't talk to laura in a long while. WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!?!?!
“damn those asians!!” direct quote from my journalism teacher. she’s the best.
kill bill vol. 1 comes out on DVD soon and vol. 2 comes out in theaters soon after. This is exciting. I can’t wait.
No school today or Monday which is nice. The bled is playing with 18 visions on Monday but I haven’t even bothered to ask to go because it’d most likely be a no go. I may not have school Monday but ken does have work. To make up for that though, blindside is playing the 16th and I’m mostly likely going. They’re headlining which is awesome. Evergreen terrace, on broken wings, embrace today, and love is red are playing the 19th but again it’s a Monday. Fuck Memphis.
As of late, I’ve been looking at other “careers” and mass communications or journalism seem to be my best bets, but they require college which sucks big bertha’s ass. Not that I’ve given up on music, but it does seem very unlikely especially since I’m stuck in fucking Mississippi. Besides vocalists are very abundant and are therefore disposable. I am still hopeful though. I never stop fighting, but I guess it time to be practical and face reality. I can’t say music is my “destiny” or “what I was meant to do” because that would mean that there is a “predetermined plan for my life” meaning that there is a higher power whether it’s called “fate” or “god.” All I can do is work my ass off, but that requires getting the hell out of Mississippi which seems a far way off. I guess waiting is a factor as well.
“damn those asians!!” direct quote from my journalism teacher. she’s the best.
kill bill vol. 1 comes out on DVD soon and vol. 2 comes out in theaters soon after. This is exciting. I can’t wait.
No school today or Monday which is nice. The bled is playing with 18 visions on Monday but I haven’t even bothered to ask to go because it’d most likely be a no go. I may not have school Monday but ken does have work. To make up for that though, blindside is playing the 16th and I’m mostly likely going. They’re headlining which is awesome. Evergreen terrace, on broken wings, embrace today, and love is red are playing the 19th but again it’s a Monday. Fuck Memphis.
As of late, I’ve been looking at other “careers” and mass communications or journalism seem to be my best bets, but they require college which sucks big bertha’s ass. Not that I’ve given up on music, but it does seem very unlikely especially since I’m stuck in fucking Mississippi. Besides vocalists are very abundant and are therefore disposable. I am still hopeful though. I never stop fighting, but I guess it time to be practical and face reality. I can’t say music is my “destiny” or “what I was meant to do” because that would mean that there is a “predetermined plan for my life” meaning that there is a higher power whether it’s called “fate” or “god.” All I can do is work my ass off, but that requires getting the hell out of Mississippi which seems a far way off. I guess waiting is a factor as well.