Dec 08, 2005 19:40
people suck.
I don't know what to be sorry for and what to just cut out of my life.
Because some things don't make me happy and in the past I have just dumped whatever it was.
oh and I have spent a lot of alone time the past few days and I noticed I can't do it. I can't be alone I need someone to tell me things will be ok and I can't work things out on my own anymore.
I feel alone but thats nothing new I could see all of you and some days still fell like there is no one who knows me. Then again I think I expect to much.
I hate how when I bring my camera to school people ask me to take pictures and then just run off with them.
and after all of this I still have a big dumb smile on my face.