sUcK ThIs BiTcH!

[ricerocket007]

SO during my escapades here in the dirty south, i have been bitten by countless numbers of bugs. I dont kno what it is about me, whenever bugs are present i tend to be the target of attack!! They say its something sbout me... about my skin (P) anyways i look like i have the chiken pox. you know how bug bites are, they are little at first and they can either go away or bet bigger & redder, depending on how you handle them. by itching a bite your aggravatting the situation and giving it what it wants. its hard to leave it alone, but its what needs to happen.no matter how frustrating a bug bite makes u, noone has the strenghth to refrain their hands from itching, i know i cant!(P) SO that is my plan of action: I WILL refrain from any contact with this thing...this thing they call my problem! what confuses me though is that to have a problem you must create a problem. i have done nothing but place one foot in front of the other, sucked shallow bretah and kept to my own. problems were created by others and at a lack of my knowledge. I now suffer from other consequenses placed by another in another life time (nm) and i know that in order for me to keep sane to remain as the stronge women that i know i am i need to keep my mind on other things. i have better things to do then sit on my ass scratching my precious tissues into oblivion. i know the power of three and i know that with time those lil' mother fuckers will get smaller and in every way...they are easier to deal with these red sores placed upon my body knowing that all i have to do is sit back and wait watch them simmer watch them shrink. sit and wait till ii forget what is thought. and whats even more frusurating at the same time. I have to wait. and itch and treat. cause they are not happening right in front of me! they are behind me placed in a small crevise in the center of my back... no hand to reach! (P) i guess you cant blame them...this.. this is how they live, they cant suck their own blood .. might as well suck what can be found..on what is known
i am going to lather on the itching cream and let those 'skeeters know that they can suck somewhere else and not be remembered for what they have done to my preciouse flesh
~ONE DAY U WILL FUCKING CHOKE~