Feb 11, 2005 09:41
No school for me today. No classes. No running around or worrying about assignments. No stress. Today was a day of sleep. Well, that was the plan anyway, but people must interfere with everything. One would think that when you tell them that you're sleeping the whole day, that they wouldn't call you at seven o'clock in the morning. One would think this. BUT (now that's a big but) I guess that not everyone's on the same page as I. Lisa, just so you know, I'm going to kill you.
Limewire is an awesome music downloading thingy and I heart it dearly. I have lots of pretty songs to dance to when no one's home now. Like the song that I'm listening to now. It makes me hot; it's so good. You should all download it. The Dresden Dolls are an interesting band. I downloaded their songs "Missed Me" and "The Jeep Song," oh, and "Girl Anachronism." My favorite is the last one because c'est tres funny. Yes, I can speak ze french.
It's very cold, and I am drinking tea that's scalding hot in an attempt to warm my body to the point where I can feel my toes. Nobody's online since they're all in school and weren't cool enough to take a day off with me. You're all a bunch of putas because I'm lonely and burned. I'm waiting for the goddamn heat to kick in. Damn furnace is so slow.
My parents are so annoying. They're making my wanting to visit Tiana at Amherst into an issue. They're so suspicious; it makes me laugh. As if I needed a chaperone. I don't need to go to Amherst to do illegal things, you idiots. All I have to do is take a 20 minute train ride into Boston. Sometimes they're so clueless about the most obvious things.
I'm going to go to the GSA meeting today after school to see all of the other homosexual teens. It's like looking back in time. Only I don't recall having slept with so many people when I was fourteen... Anyway, I have an event at work today from 4-8 and then from 8:30-10 I'm babysitting. I love the smell of money ^_^ I'm going to get a good paycheck today and the next one will be good as well. Oh, I'm so excited. I need to buy some crap this weekend though... OH! I can work over vacation, too.
Anyway, no need to freak out anymore. I'm nice and clean.
I'm not sure where it's going at this point in time. I don't think that I've given myself enough time to consider the gravity of what might happen if I admit it. I don't want it to just fizzle out, but it seems as if it's fading at times. Maybe I'm just being cold? That's always a possibilty. I am Heartless Bastard, after all, a title which I love. But I do let a lot of things go.
Tea is good! And my tongue needs to heal itself. Wow, I'm already restless and I haven't even been awake for too long. I think that I'll do some laundry.