Thinking... processing... computing...

Nov 22, 2004 09:51

This is a entry that I should have posted on Friday, but I'm slow- I mean... I've been busy.

Ms. Gonslaves showed us a documentary on the families of deceased soldiers. It was very depressing and it made me have a headache. Besides that, it made me think. Yes, yes, this is one of THOSE entries. The bad thinking kind that make everyone sound insane, depressed, or needy. Well, it's going to be short, at least I plan on it being short. Actually it just made me think of one question. With all this talk about death and dying, what will my last thought be of? I know that it sounds morbid and dark, but don't you wonder, too? I mean, what is so important that it takes your last bit of energy to think about? I don't think that my mind will slow down and show me my life. That's too depressing to think about. I don't believe that I'll see someone there to take me to some afterlife. That's too Ripley's Beileve It or Not. Will I think about things that I regret? That will take all of two seconds... perhaps it'll be that. I can only think of three things that I've regretted doing. I'm sure it's either that or I'll think about the things that I never got to do. Are those regrets? What are those called, anyway? Poo, I have to get to school. At least I don't have classes starting on Wednesday. Just today and tomorrow I'll have to suffer through and then I'm free until next Monday.
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