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I feel like I have no one that cares for me anymore. Sounds kind of emo and dramatic, but who wouldn't feel this way if they were in my place?
I guess I can't call Alex anymore. My mother just had to go with my brother to pay for the phone bill and they showed her a list of the people that I called. It's always the people that I call that matters. Swear to god or whatever is out there that I tried to call after nine at night and only on weekends. The only phone calls that I made during the day was to Rachel and maybe sometimes Alex. Text messages were unlimited, so I texted messaged most of the time. But how is it that there were 300 minutes and I used less than that, and somehow I used more? It even said I used less than 300 minutes, I wonder why mom mom has to bitch at me about it. My brother is usually always on the phone!
Anyway, my mother threatens make me repeat the 8th grade even though I'm passing. She also throws in a bunch of other random stuff like how she'll call the police on Alex if a guy picks up the phone when she tries to call his number(no, I'm not so fucking retarded that I'd give her his number, she looks at the phone bill). And if a guy picks up the phone, she's gonna beat me =___= And anyone would know that I just cannot call the police on my mother. Where else would I go? I'm trying to avoid more problems...
Alex doesn't come online anymore, so it's nearly impossible to communicate with him. Maybe in the next few weeks, he might check his email. But by then, he'd probably forget who I am(maybe not my name or my face, but who I am).
To top it off, there's this stupid "Activity Day" thing going on at school tomorrow where the entire day, you do stupid activities. I didn't fill in a sign up sheet and the teachers fucking suck at explaining anything because they just think that there are no new students at the school. I've been signed up for something I don't even know, so I'll have to find out tomorrow...hopefully it's something good.
Is this karma?