contemplation (yes, again, more stuff about me!)

[ricelover]

Right now, it feels like the calm before the storm. Everything seems so peaceful right now without school, with out work, with out anything. It's all so seperated from my life and reality and the world, that sometimes I feel like I'm really losing it. Slipping slowly into hysteria at times, I find myself talking as if I've lost my mind. I feel like I'm holding my breath in anticipation for it all to hit me. And once it does, how will I know whether or not I'll be ready for it? The truth is, no one is really ever ready when it finally comes. When reality finally catches up, no one is prepared for it. No matter how hard we try to make sure we are, we never really are. When it finally hits, it's so unexpected, it's so much larger than we imagined it to be, it just overhwelms us. Overwhelms us completely.

Cheers.

P.S. -- Justin Timberlake's new ablum is AWESOME.