Can't Imagine Life without Your Love.
Well a lot has happened since my last post.
I just think that everything just happened for a reason and well. I'm not sure what is about to happen next.
Since that phone I received from him, giving me the "just friends" lecture.. well I was misunderstood completely. I thought he said that he would never want to date me after all, he did say that he wants this to work out in the long run. It's just that we've just met and we were running really fast before we got a chance to learn how to walk. As of now, we're working on the friendship part. We still have feelings for one another, but it's like an open relationship. We're seeing each other but we're not going to date each other just quite yet.
How did I win him back [kinda sorta]. I bought a card that has a lot of blank spaces and so I wrote him a 7-page card that consisted nothing but deep feelings, thoughts, regrets, and what our future beholds. And two weeks beforehand, I had ordered a ticket to the San Diego Chargers game during his birthday weekend and wrapped it up along with a bookmark. On my way to his house, I was just messed up and completely sad, not knowing where we would stand or if ever he would want to see me. I was in total shock and listening to sad songs on the radio didn't really help much either. I was going 100mph and well.. I got pulled over at 1am in the morning [on my way to his house]. It's ok, really.
But I taped the card and tickets onto his car where the driver's seat is. [this is at 2am] Waking up, I get a call from him at 8am and he was crying on the phone because he said that this was the most sweetest nicest things that he has ever gotten EVER. I was touched. So we had a 35 min. conversation and I asked him if he was going to be late, and he said he didn't care as long as we got to talk. Time is precious to me, so I took the initiative to drive to this place and placed my feelings on that card because he didn't know how to talk to me [texts and/or phone calls for example]. So we both agreed to meet up that night to talk in person.
So from that point on, we made it official that we were ok. We just need to cover all the bases before we hit a homerun. We're definitely more than friends now but we're working on it. He told me to invite people to his party at his house and well I did. Before I arrived, there were about 8 people and they were dancing. When I arrived, I was like PARTYYY. and the party started. everyone told him that he should bring me out to parties more often because I am the life of the party? hahaa. and well, one of his best friends happens to think that I'm cute or something like that and this other guy, was creepin' up on me and asked me for my number.
He was getting sick later that night, so i took care of him, dragged him to bed and spent the night. Weird. but We hooked up the next morning, and I even asked him about it yesterday, and he said we are just horny people.
I'm so confused. Why do guys tell you that you might be the one as of right now, but then they give you mixed signals? I'm not even sure what is going on. but I guess I'm ok. He wants his friend, me, him and some other girl go on a double date. I said sure,and he even asked me if I would be upset if he thought my friend was cute. I said, no I'm not the jealous type. What is going on in that boy's head?
grrrrr.
I just think that everything just happened for a reason and well. I'm not sure what is about to happen next.
Since that phone I received from him, giving me the "just friends" lecture.. well I was misunderstood completely. I thought he said that he would never want to date me after all, he did say that he wants this to work out in the long run. It's just that we've just met and we were running really fast before we got a chance to learn how to walk. As of now, we're working on the friendship part. We still have feelings for one another, but it's like an open relationship. We're seeing each other but we're not going to date each other just quite yet.
How did I win him back [kinda sorta]. I bought a card that has a lot of blank spaces and so I wrote him a 7-page card that consisted nothing but deep feelings, thoughts, regrets, and what our future beholds. And two weeks beforehand, I had ordered a ticket to the San Diego Chargers game during his birthday weekend and wrapped it up along with a bookmark. On my way to his house, I was just messed up and completely sad, not knowing where we would stand or if ever he would want to see me. I was in total shock and listening to sad songs on the radio didn't really help much either. I was going 100mph and well.. I got pulled over at 1am in the morning [on my way to his house]. It's ok, really.
But I taped the card and tickets onto his car where the driver's seat is. [this is at 2am] Waking up, I get a call from him at 8am and he was crying on the phone because he said that this was the most sweetest nicest things that he has ever gotten EVER. I was touched. So we had a 35 min. conversation and I asked him if he was going to be late, and he said he didn't care as long as we got to talk. Time is precious to me, so I took the initiative to drive to this place and placed my feelings on that card because he didn't know how to talk to me [texts and/or phone calls for example]. So we both agreed to meet up that night to talk in person.
So from that point on, we made it official that we were ok. We just need to cover all the bases before we hit a homerun. We're definitely more than friends now but we're working on it. He told me to invite people to his party at his house and well I did. Before I arrived, there were about 8 people and they were dancing. When I arrived, I was like PARTYYY. and the party started. everyone told him that he should bring me out to parties more often because I am the life of the party? hahaa. and well, one of his best friends happens to think that I'm cute or something like that and this other guy, was creepin' up on me and asked me for my number.
He was getting sick later that night, so i took care of him, dragged him to bed and spent the night. Weird. but We hooked up the next morning, and I even asked him about it yesterday, and he said we are just horny people.
I'm so confused. Why do guys tell you that you might be the one as of right now, but then they give you mixed signals? I'm not even sure what is going on. but I guess I'm ok. He wants his friend, me, him and some other girl go on a double date. I said sure,and he even asked me if I would be upset if he thought my friend was cute. I said, no I'm not the jealous type. What is going on in that boy's head?
grrrrr.