Dec 05, 2005 09:30
Uhh . . . i hate class i so skipped again today. No point in going. I hate it and yet i don't care! ! ! IUS seems like highschool agian the teachers actually take roll! ! Uhh . . . why?? What is the point?? I don't know. I hate it and it's rather pointless! ! ! GRRR how this frustrates me! !!
I am always tired thus not making it to my 9:00 class which i should have never signed up for! ! It was a mistake. Atleast i didn't sighn up for a 8:00 class! ! ha ha ha
IT is unbeliveably cold right now!!! I want to go back to bed. Uhh i have to travel back to corydon after 10 because i have my art shit that i forgot!! YEY! ! so let me waste more gas going back home! ! !YEY! ! !
I have a paper due like tomorro but i really don't think it is gonna happen. I might just like go home after sociology n go to sleep!! YEY! ! i duno though! ! RUsty is getting kinda mad at me cause i havn't been going to class like my math class that i am skipping right now! ! ya, i could be in bed right now but ehh . . . I went up here cause i wanted my parents to think i was in class! ! !YEY! ! ! but i hope rusty won't be mad at me. he says i have stoped caring about school. Well he is half right. I don't even care if i am in class for my art class which i love! ! Seriously!! !
That i think is one of the signs of depression, 1 being tired or changes in sleep patterns. and 2 not taking intrest in things that you used to take intrest in. Uhh . . I am fighting this depression so much, it is making it worse than last year! ! Oh how i need to go to the tanning bed! ! IF only i had some money! ! ! Ya, i think if anyone askes me what i want for christmas, i am going to say tanning bed visits! ! Ya definately! ! !
IT is so cold. I want to go back to bed. I am tired and i need to go back to bed. I wish i could go back to sleep it would bee so awsoem if i could!! ! I'd love it! ! !It is definately cold. all i brought to wear today was a hoodie! ! Bad times! ! lol oh well! !
Ya i think i am gonna try to work on that paper, nope not happening! ! I don't care enough! ! I wish i had enough motivation as i did in the past! !
I thin i have that seasonal depression. I am pretty sure i have it! ! I wish i didn't but ya i think i do. I think it is cause i have always been out in the sun in the summer so in the winter i still need the sun but it is not there n it is cold. So that is why i need some tanning visists. lol ya i do. It will get me out of depression, (hopefully)!! ! !