JUST NEED TO get away! ! !
This is a conversation that i had with ray that explaines my weekend. PRETTTY SHITTY! ! !
xtmeblonde05: hey hey
Ray j 611: hey
Ray j 611: whats up
xtmeblonde05: nothin just sitting at school
Ray j 611: thats cool
xtmeblonde05: ya i guess
xtmeblonde05: me n rusty are having relationship problems
Ray j 611: oh yeah like what?
xtmeblonde05: i'm kinda bummed about it
Ray j 611: yeah i bet
xtmeblonde05: like . . i guess i nagg at him about stupid shit n get pissed at him about stupid shit
Ray j 611: that sucks
Ray j 611: things will get better
xtmeblonde05: that is his oppinion
Ray j 611: what is yours?
xtmeblonde05: but still that happens in everyrelationship
xtmeblonde05: saturday
xtmeblonde05: we went out with freinds to hoosier lanes
xtmeblonde05: to glow bowl
xtmeblonde05: n katie was there. This girl that i don't like
xtmeblonde05: so i got pissed n asked him why she was there
Ray j 611: what he say?
xtmeblonde05: i was tired and sick the whole time
xtmeblonde05: he said drew invited her
xtmeblonde05: cause i was tired n sick everything that annoyed me or anything that happened was like X100
xtmeblonde05: ya know
xtmeblonde05: i was emotional on top of it
Ray j 611: yeah i understand
xtmeblonde05: so it wasn't a good experience
Ray j 611: everything will be alright
xtmeblonde05: i tried to have a good time but
xtmeblonde05: i was tired and one thing led to annother n at the end of the night i was bawling n shaking cause i was cold n i didn't feel good
Ray j 611: awww im sorry
xtmeblonde05: it's alright
xtmeblonde05: the next day he calls me afterr he gets off, before i have to go to work
xtmeblonde05: n wants to talk about last night
xtmeblonde05: so i started crying n shit cause he said he thought about breaking up with me that night
Ray j 611: sorry to hear that
xtmeblonde05: so i was in a great mood to go to work
xtmeblonde05: then . . listen to this
xtmeblonde05: i got to work
Ray j 611: yeah
xtmeblonde05: this lady stressed me out so bad it wasn't even funny, which added to the whole stress from me n rusty so i just blew up n i cryed
xtmeblonde05: then Beaver came to my work n started cussing at me, omg seriously that night could not get any worse
xtmeblonde05: oh i forgot
xtmeblonde05: while rusty was talking to me on the phone my dad told me that i can't use my car untill it gets fixed
Ray j 611: whats wrong with it?
Ray j 611: maybe i can help ya
xtmeblonde05: cause my tread is worn on my front 2 tires to where the wires show
xtmeblonde05: and
xtmeblonde05: the shocks are messed up n i need an alignment
xtmeblonde05: so i have to pay for that all by myself n i barely get paid 130 each week
xtmeblonde05: it sucks
xtmeblonde05:
Ray j 611: thats sucks
xtmeblonde05: ya
xtmeblonde05: so i don't know what to do
xtmeblonde05: work keeps on working me late so i end up sleeping in and missing my first class. i havn't turned in any major things in any of my classes lately.
xtmeblonde05: well to think of it havn't turned in anything
xtmeblonde05: i barely have gone to class
xtmeblonde05: i am just too tired
xtmeblonde05: right now i feel like i got hit by a mac truck
xtmeblonde05: i just wanna get away
Ray j 611: youll be ok rice
Ray j 611: sometimes i wish i could get away too
xtmeblonde05: i wanna be taken away from everything, to where i don't have to worry for at least a day or a couple hours
xtmeblonde05: i hate my life
xtmeblonde05: n to top all of that
xtmeblonde05: i have felt so fat n ugly. but that just makes me feel so much betterr
xtmeblonde05: thanks for letting me bitch to you
xtmeblonde05: lol
Ray j 611: haha
Ray j 611: im always here if you need to talk
xtmeblonde05: i know
xtmeblonde05: thanks
xtmeblonde05: hey hey
Ray j 611: hey
Ray j 611: whats up
xtmeblonde05: nothin just sitting at school
Ray j 611: thats cool
xtmeblonde05: ya i guess
xtmeblonde05: me n rusty are having relationship problems
Ray j 611: oh yeah like what?
xtmeblonde05: i'm kinda bummed about it
Ray j 611: yeah i bet
xtmeblonde05: like . . i guess i nagg at him about stupid shit n get pissed at him about stupid shit
Ray j 611: that sucks
Ray j 611: things will get better
xtmeblonde05: that is his oppinion
Ray j 611: what is yours?
xtmeblonde05: but still that happens in everyrelationship
xtmeblonde05: saturday
xtmeblonde05: we went out with freinds to hoosier lanes
xtmeblonde05: to glow bowl
xtmeblonde05: n katie was there. This girl that i don't like
xtmeblonde05: so i got pissed n asked him why she was there
Ray j 611: what he say?
xtmeblonde05: i was tired and sick the whole time
xtmeblonde05: he said drew invited her
xtmeblonde05: cause i was tired n sick everything that annoyed me or anything that happened was like X100
xtmeblonde05: ya know
xtmeblonde05: i was emotional on top of it
Ray j 611: yeah i understand
xtmeblonde05: so it wasn't a good experience
Ray j 611: everything will be alright
xtmeblonde05: i tried to have a good time but
xtmeblonde05: i was tired and one thing led to annother n at the end of the night i was bawling n shaking cause i was cold n i didn't feel good
Ray j 611: awww im sorry
xtmeblonde05: it's alright
xtmeblonde05: the next day he calls me afterr he gets off, before i have to go to work
xtmeblonde05: n wants to talk about last night
xtmeblonde05: so i started crying n shit cause he said he thought about breaking up with me that night
Ray j 611: sorry to hear that
xtmeblonde05: so i was in a great mood to go to work
xtmeblonde05: then . . listen to this
xtmeblonde05: i got to work
Ray j 611: yeah
xtmeblonde05: this lady stressed me out so bad it wasn't even funny, which added to the whole stress from me n rusty so i just blew up n i cryed
xtmeblonde05: then Beaver came to my work n started cussing at me, omg seriously that night could not get any worse
xtmeblonde05: oh i forgot
xtmeblonde05: while rusty was talking to me on the phone my dad told me that i can't use my car untill it gets fixed
Ray j 611: whats wrong with it?
Ray j 611: maybe i can help ya
xtmeblonde05: cause my tread is worn on my front 2 tires to where the wires show
xtmeblonde05: and
xtmeblonde05: the shocks are messed up n i need an alignment
xtmeblonde05: so i have to pay for that all by myself n i barely get paid 130 each week
xtmeblonde05: it sucks
xtmeblonde05:
Ray j 611: thats sucks
xtmeblonde05: ya
xtmeblonde05: so i don't know what to do
xtmeblonde05: work keeps on working me late so i end up sleeping in and missing my first class. i havn't turned in any major things in any of my classes lately.
xtmeblonde05: well to think of it havn't turned in anything
xtmeblonde05: i barely have gone to class
xtmeblonde05: i am just too tired
xtmeblonde05: right now i feel like i got hit by a mac truck
xtmeblonde05: i just wanna get away
Ray j 611: youll be ok rice
Ray j 611: sometimes i wish i could get away too
xtmeblonde05: i wanna be taken away from everything, to where i don't have to worry for at least a day or a couple hours
xtmeblonde05: i hate my life
xtmeblonde05: n to top all of that
xtmeblonde05: i have felt so fat n ugly. but that just makes me feel so much betterr
xtmeblonde05: thanks for letting me bitch to you
xtmeblonde05: lol
Ray j 611: haha
Ray j 611: im always here if you need to talk
xtmeblonde05: i know
xtmeblonde05: thanks