Just for me to remember. If you happen to read it....it's a plus.
I find it comical that you say you don't like the man that I've become however I'm not the one who has LIED, broken friendships over superficial reasons, and passed judgment without knowing full facts. So let’s take a moment to review this information. Who is the one who has really changed? “I don’t want to be friends with you because you have so all these dreams and ambitions and you’re not doing anything with your life.” You don’t know me….you haven’t tried to know me. When I reached out to try and talk to you, you ignored me or better lied to me. It’s amazing the hypocrisy that you’ve created in such a short about of time. I said this to Rilian and I’ll say this here…it’s because of people like you that I lose faith in religion and the people that preach, preach, and preach about it. What’s funny? I stood up for you. I admired and found foundation in my faith because of you. Now you do something like this? What does that say about faith in general…you fell into line with everyone else. Do what you want and go to church and everything is better. Pass judgment on those you don’t find worthy but those who agree….oh excuse me…those you accept as people with similar beliefs as you. God forbid, yes GOD forbid that someone be different, someone fall out of your holy then thou line. I hope when you fall off this little pedestal that you have created you fall hard. Believe me life has a way of coming back and smacking you in the face like you deserve.
"You drink, smoke pot, and you tried to kill yourself" Again proof that you are just like the rest of those peeerfect church goers. You HAVE gotten drunk, you HAVE smoked pot. Wow, but I'm sure because you went to church God forgave you. That's all that matters right? Hold fast to the religion you shamelessly throw on people and pass judgment without mercy. That's right, anything to ensure your golden ticket with the man upstairs. Hope that works out for you. And me trying to kill myself? Yeah, that happened almost three years ago so tell me where the merit for that is. You can't even fathem the pain that I've gone through, you have no idea how it feels to love someone so much and to have them ripped away. God creates people in his image, I find it hard to believe that he is like you...a hypocritical, belief spewing, cunt like you. If he is? I'll GLADLY go the other direction. Maybe Satan has sense seeing as you've proven you obviously don't.
I tried to be respectful, to have to common dignity to be civil after we’ve known each other for twelve years. Obviously this means nothing to you. You don’t even have that…and it’s just sad. What did you give me as a response? You blocked me…way to be a high school bitch. I don’t buy the that you've matured or have grown up. Bullshit you still are the same if not WORSE. Even in high school telling my girlfriend that she deserved better then me. Yeah that was smart….did you honestly think she wouldn't tell me? I did things for her that you never could… we had a deeper relationship. You wouldn't understand considering your range in that department. What’s even funnier? and I’m honestly saying this just to be an ass, she got farther then you ever have and she’s TWO YEARS YOUNGER THEN YOU. I'm sure that's a touch embarassing. No? Well she's still gotten farther then you within the time past high school and into college. You're suppose to be exploring, finding yourself, guess some do some don't. I doubt you'll find anyone, die a crazy cat spinster still spewing out thoughts that nobody cares about.
"I cried everytime I got off the phone with you." Ohhhh please SPARE me your fake dramatics. Did you also pray? Oh PLEASE tell me you prayed. Dear Lord I hope Larry becomes more like me. I hope you didn't brake a sweat. It must have been soooo hard to do.
I hope as you start on your adventure in the real world that you come to terms with this. Maybe you’ll grow up but I doubt it.
"You drink, smoke pot, and you tried to kill yourself" Again proof that you are just like the rest of those peeerfect church goers. You HAVE gotten drunk, you HAVE smoked pot. Wow, but I'm sure because you went to church God forgave you. That's all that matters right? Hold fast to the religion you shamelessly throw on people and pass judgment without mercy. That's right, anything to ensure your golden ticket with the man upstairs. Hope that works out for you. And me trying to kill myself? Yeah, that happened almost three years ago so tell me where the merit for that is. You can't even fathem the pain that I've gone through, you have no idea how it feels to love someone so much and to have them ripped away. God creates people in his image, I find it hard to believe that he is like you...a hypocritical, belief spewing, cunt like you. If he is? I'll GLADLY go the other direction. Maybe Satan has sense seeing as you've proven you obviously don't.
I tried to be respectful, to have to common dignity to be civil after we’ve known each other for twelve years. Obviously this means nothing to you. You don’t even have that…and it’s just sad. What did you give me as a response? You blocked me…way to be a high school bitch. I don’t buy the that you've matured or have grown up. Bullshit you still are the same if not WORSE. Even in high school telling my girlfriend that she deserved better then me. Yeah that was smart….did you honestly think she wouldn't tell me? I did things for her that you never could… we had a deeper relationship. You wouldn't understand considering your range in that department. What’s even funnier? and I’m honestly saying this just to be an ass, she got farther then you ever have and she’s TWO YEARS YOUNGER THEN YOU. I'm sure that's a touch embarassing. No? Well she's still gotten farther then you within the time past high school and into college. You're suppose to be exploring, finding yourself, guess some do some don't. I doubt you'll find anyone, die a crazy cat spinster still spewing out thoughts that nobody cares about.
"I cried everytime I got off the phone with you." Ohhhh please SPARE me your fake dramatics. Did you also pray? Oh PLEASE tell me you prayed. Dear Lord I hope Larry becomes more like me. I hope you didn't brake a sweat. It must have been soooo hard to do.
I hope as you start on your adventure in the real world that you come to terms with this. Maybe you’ll grow up but I doubt it.