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So, my dream job is not working out as dreamily as I had hoped...
me boss ess psycho, not normal endearing kind of psycho
the: blames you for her shortcomings, bi polar kind of psycho
the: can't manage her money so she takes back the dollar raise she gave you and withholds paychecks until her account balances out kind of psycho
the: resets your camera, forgets, then preceeds to reprimand you for 15 minutes (in front of wedding guests) for taking all outdoor pictures on indoor settings, even though you had reset your camera to proper and all images were perfect-o kind of psycho
the: you get in a car accident, you still better be there early or "you're fucking gone, baby, this is fucking bullshit" kind of psycho.
oh yeah, it all happened...plus many more "the's"
I know I'm a pushover, but between preparing for senior show, which is constant criticism, and working two "creative minded" jobs, I can only handle so much advice, thanks.
I criticize myself enough to not have FIVE, count em, FIVE different people critiquing ( and not politely) my work on a daily basis. when really, the only thing I care about is my show, and those critiquers give me the least grief!
Despite being absolutely certain that working for marci is not good for me emotionally, i'm finding it impossible to suck it up and quit. Yesterday, I drove by her house and immediately had to pull over to drive heave on the side of the road because just thinking about working with her made me that upset. So yah, not normal!
I'm bringing my mom with me in case she tries to threaten contract infringement.
Tomorrow is the day, I have to.
wish me luck!
Roni