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recently, i've found having a more 'serious' attitude about most things. becoming more in-tune with work ... making sure i get 'seriously' drunk when i go out ... contemplating the path of life more often.
odd thing is that it seems to have taken over my entire demeanor. i may or may not be contemplating something consciously, but i still have that same attitude. i do not remember the last time i actually laughed out of a sense of enjoyment. (being inebriated does not count). i always seem to be feeling the same way ... and at times i just wish to be alone and think.
it seems i have more to say, but i cannot think of any more words at this time.
odd thing is that it seems to have taken over my entire demeanor. i may or may not be contemplating something consciously, but i still have that same attitude. i do not remember the last time i actually laughed out of a sense of enjoyment. (being inebriated does not count). i always seem to be feeling the same way ... and at times i just wish to be alone and think.
it seems i have more to say, but i cannot think of any more words at this time.