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i have committed the most vile act.
this saturday, (while john was away), i found myself fondling the penis of the infamous 'euro-fag'. there are so many conflicting emotions i have right now. i mean, i love john's raging 'hasslehoff' (as he calls it). but recently, he's been shying away from me, not giving me the attention i need. we lay there at night, i caress his backhair, and it seems that something is despreately wrong. he no longer touches my penis in that same caring way that he used to. he no longer looks at me in that deep, loving fashion that he used to.
but 'euro-fag' on the other hand ... there's a spark there, you know? i haven't felt anything like that since i first met john.
another issue i have is joey. he comes over, flatuates, spills beer on my floor ... but he has that 'tough-guy' image that everyone craves. i'm just so confused now...
this saturday, (while john was away), i found myself fondling the penis of the infamous 'euro-fag'. there are so many conflicting emotions i have right now. i mean, i love john's raging 'hasslehoff' (as he calls it). but recently, he's been shying away from me, not giving me the attention i need. we lay there at night, i caress his backhair, and it seems that something is despreately wrong. he no longer touches my penis in that same caring way that he used to. he no longer looks at me in that deep, loving fashion that he used to.
but 'euro-fag' on the other hand ... there's a spark there, you know? i haven't felt anything like that since i first met john.
another issue i have is joey. he comes over, flatuates, spills beer on my floor ... but he has that 'tough-guy' image that everyone craves. i'm just so confused now...