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Stressed... Yepp thats me... You'd think that when you come home to visit all of your worries go away.. but for some reason.. I just can't let that happen.... I'm soo ready to go back to school.. yet I don't want to attend my classes, but I'm so ready to go back and see everyone...
I know this is terrible to say but sometimes do u ever just wish u could die.. cuz thats how I feel right now.. no matter how hard i try... I still fuck up.. and no matter how things are.. things are still fucked up... I just Hate life......
I feel like friends of mine has grown far apart and i hate it and i hate them for letting it happen.. I don't really feel its my fault for letting it happen also.. Every single time its ME calling them.. never the other way around.. I feel like I get "squeezed in" to their schedule just to go to lunch or go see a movie.. its pathetic.. to me thats not a friend... and i'm starting to realize it.... i also can't stand the way friends lie to you.. I thought it would have been a fun new semester.. but I'm beginning to realize that its not going to be that great now and i kinda just wish i would have never made a suggestion.....
Life just SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!!
I know this is terrible to say but sometimes do u ever just wish u could die.. cuz thats how I feel right now.. no matter how hard i try... I still fuck up.. and no matter how things are.. things are still fucked up... I just Hate life......
I feel like friends of mine has grown far apart and i hate it and i hate them for letting it happen.. I don't really feel its my fault for letting it happen also.. Every single time its ME calling them.. never the other way around.. I feel like I get "squeezed in" to their schedule just to go to lunch or go see a movie.. its pathetic.. to me thats not a friend... and i'm starting to realize it.... i also can't stand the way friends lie to you.. I thought it would have been a fun new semester.. but I'm beginning to realize that its not going to be that great now and i kinda just wish i would have never made a suggestion.....
Life just SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!!